A job....maybe

These two are the reasons I do and do not want to work.

Here are I don't want to work:
1. I will miss things. I have been lucky enough that I have gotten to stay home the last two years and raise Thea little ones.

2. I love to cook and bake. Some of the things I make take time to do. Guess I will have to crockpot more. Which this also means I will have leftovers for dinner.

3.  Who is going to do the cleaning while I am away?  Oh wait, the kids are the ones who make most of the mess and they also will be gone for the day.  Hmmm.  This may be both a reason I do and do not want to work.

4.  Less people at stores especially the grocery store.

5.  Paying someone else to have fun with my little ones all day.

6. I'm going to miss my little humans. I love being their mommy. They are my best creations.

Here are reasons why I want to work:
1. These little people. As much as I love them to death, I think it would be good for them to socialize more and maybe even miss me a little.

2. Money of course.

3. Adult conversation. Yup. I get very little adult conversation in a day. I feel bad for the people who ask me a question at the supermarket. Why? Because I talk their ears off. Oh and as soon as my husband gets home, I think he is sick of hearing my voice within 15 minutes after he walks through the door.

If you are asking why I don't try structured mommy and kid classes, oh I have.  I have tried going to Gymboree but it seems like high school all over. Some of the mommies have been going there since their child was born so they talk to each other.  The only person who seems to talk to me is the teacher.  Woohoo.

4.  Cleaner house since the three of us won't be home in a day.

So the reason for this post is that I had a job interview today and if everything pans out and my background check checks out I will have to be away from my babies for 9 hours a day 5 days a week. I am having a hard time with this decision and am hoping that this will be a good thing for all of us.