A job...definitely

Well I did get that job after all and it is hard. I have been working for two days and I never thought it would be this hard. Not just the job but being away from the kids.

I do have to say that when I do get home they are so excited to see me. Mia even squeals with happiness. Oh and I get the biggest hugs from Jack so I guess in the long run it is good for us all. I just have to keep remembering this.

So along with starting my first real job since having my babies, I have also had to look into day cares for the little ones. I never imagine how expensive it would be. When jack was born my mom drove to our house and watched him. When I had my on call job at Edward Jones, the mom's/grandma's alternated coming over. Now I have to find child care which I have always wanting them to go. I just never imagine the cost. I now know why some people don't go back to work. It can be as much as a months paycheck.

So I did look at three different ones. Really two, since the third one did not take kids under 30 months. And now the decision. Do I choose the one where it is nice and the class rooms are big and more school like or do I decide to go to the one where there is
A swimming pool and closer to work . Oh and the closer one is cheaper too. So this week I have to decide on which on the kids will go to. Oh and also how to do my job. The system is a little tricky and I'm just not used to it. I just hope I don't screw anything up.